Me and my boyfriend have been together for a little more than a year and we moved together after three months of relationship. After that I stopped talking to my parents.
They have now told me that in order to gain back our trust and relationship I should move with them or my sister. The problem is that they are pretty controlling and we don't have the best relationship. And because my sister left our house at a very young age I'm not close with her either.
But I also feel like after moving with my boyfriend I started missing on all the experiences girls my age go trough. Like you know, partying with friends and just hanging out with people outside the relationship.
That's why I thought about moving back with my parents or with my sister. I haven't made the decision because there are issues in this.
Anyways I was in the car with my boyfriend and I brought that up. He started getting angry but I ignored him and tried to explain my points of view the best I could. (Edit: I didn't told him that we should break up or anything, I just told him that maybe I should move back with my parents or sister in order to be in contact with them and try to fix the relationship. But never said that I wanted to break up) He kept on ignoring me and at some point he stopped the car and told me to leave. I told him that I was sorry and I would drop the subject but that I wasn't leaving. He kept insisting until he got out of the car, came to my side and pushed me out if the car. He left and I had to walk for almost two hours. My purse with my phone and keys was there.
When I got home I had to wake him up by ringing and he wasn't mad or anything. He even told me that he wanted to go back but it was a one direction lane and it was difficult. He apologized and promised me to never do this again but to stop messing around with him by telling him that I was leaving.
I'm very confused and lost with this. What should I do? I thought that the best option would be to be honest and tell him that I feel trapped in the relationship. It's not an easy conversation. I want to make him understand that it's not him but the situation. Mainly the fact that we moved together in a different city far away from everyone else. How can I bring this up with him?
TL;DR my boyfriend threw me out of the car and and made me walk home after telling him I wanted to move back with my parents or sister. Now I thought that maybe I should just be open and honest but I'm a little afraid of his reaction and also I don't know what's the best way.
Edit: and also I wanted to add I don't think he took the phone with him in purpose. And I'm not trying to defend him or anything but it's not like he wanted to leave me alone without having a chance to call anyone. It's just that I didn't grab it.