As the title said, my mother cooked something on the gas oven and left it there for hours then went out completely forgot about it. She locked the front door and I was asleep in my bedroom. I suddenly woke up and found a lot of smoke everywhere in the house. The kitchen is at the back of the house so I had to go past a lot of smoke in the air without seeing anything to reach the kitchen but I didn't do that, I didn't know where the smoke came from so I ran out of the house to the front door and yelled for help. My mother was joining a wedding party next door, when she heard me, she immediately ran into our kitchen to turned the gas off. Then..she turned at me and started to yell: “Why the hell didn't you go in and turn it off? Are you fucking stupid or what?”. I was in shocked, I could have died if I didn't wake up in time and now everything is my fault. She even cried and had my dad comfort her and blame everything on me.
I was 12 back then but the event haunted me until now.
I don't know, I need some clarification for the relationship with my mom. Does she really love me? She always told me how much she wasted her life for me and made me think that she was always right because she is my mom. She told me she loves me and I'm the one who doesn't respect my parents and bad luck gonna come to me because of it.