I'm sorry this is lobg rambling and disjointed but I have to get this out hopefully someone will actually take the time to read my post.
I(16f) and my sisters (17f and 14f) ran away from home to escape our abusive mom and stepdad now what do we do?
We are all terrified of our mom and stepdad they've done horrible things to us. I know its not the adult thing to do but we couldn't take it anymore and I was afraid my stepdad was turning his sexual interests towards my baby sister. The same way he had done to my older sister and then me when we turned 14. Shes not strong like we are, so my older sister and I made a plan and we ran away a week ago. I know what youre thinking why didnt you tell your mom? Because my older sister and I have and she would call us liars saying we were jealous of her relationship.
Our mom is mentally ill she has been for the entirety of our lives. She tried to drown us when we were little and claims it never happened. She made me stand in the corner once for 12 hours straight not letting me go to the bathroom even when I pissed myself. Once I locked myseLf in the bathroom accidentally as a kid and she hit me so hard she bruised my rib cage after they got it unlocked. She got mad at my older sister for standing between her and my younger sister to keep her from “punishing” her that she bloodied her lip and nose for it. She says she has BPD but she never takes the medications they give her because she claims they are trying to poison her. And our stepdad well I don't think I need to go into what he does but according to him, anal isn't sex because he didn't take our virginity and blow jobs don't count.
We are homeschooled and have been our entire lives, not that our mom actually teaches us she just sticks us in front of the computer. So there was no escaping them there. I and my older sister work but they essentially took our whole paychecks. But six months ago we started lying saying we had a pay cut and opened up a secret account when we decided we needed to leave. There's not a lot but we found a cash-only type establishment that didn't ask for any IDs and don't ask questions, so we have a roof over our heads and the bare minimum for food.
Where do we go from here? What do we do? How do we stay safe? My sister is going to be 18 soon so she thinks she can be our little sister's legal guardian and I can get emancipated. How do we do that or get help? We WILL NOT go back, we can't. I'm not overexaggerating by saying I would rather die than go back there ever. Please any advice you have would be greatly appreciated.
TL:DR myself (16f) and sisters (17f and 14f)ran away from abusive home life. What do we do now to survive?