Long story short, my parents told my siblings and I that they were fighting, and that everything will be okay between them so we don't need to worry. I had figured out a few says earlier what it was about but my siblings don't know.
My mom kind of confirmed to me that my dad was cheating and I wish I never knew what happened. I wish I could just think that they're fighting, and nothing more. I'm angry at my dad for making my mother so depressed that she had to go on medication that I used to take when I couldn't get out of bed. Seeing those boxes of pills in her bathroom was unbearable for me. I always thought of my dad as a someone who'd never do that. On top of that, my mom told me that “these kind of things happen in a marriage” and that I should not be mad at him at all.
I feel like my feelings are not meant to be since my mom forgave him, but it is hard for me.
Sorry if this post is a mess .
TL,DR: dad cheated on mom, mom forgave him and told me to let go of my anger towards him, but I can't.