Moved in to a new plave with 1 dude I knew and 2 I barely know 5 days ago. They been in the spot like 3 years together. Went out for Halloween fun tonight with the 2 I dont really know. They ended up getting in a fight in the middle of down town, throwing jands and all that fun shit. I just walked off to different bars, now I’m drunk, alone, and drunk as puss at bar number 4. Happy Halloween y’all!
So I organized a party in the school last night. Due to corona rules, we could only had 30 people at the same time in the place, thus we asked the people to sign up and divided the night in 3 slots with the same number of people. So everything is going perfectly, and in the third slot, a group of around ten people that was not signed up enters and with them, a bunch of people from the previous slots. Situation, we are like 50 people in the place and teachers are wandering, if they had seen that we would all have been screwed. So we stop the music, and I tell everybody who shouldn’t be there to leave (I had asked them personally and they had not listened).
They leave, we continue and some minutes after, these two guys come and start ranting me about how I was rude, and that the people that broke in felt uncomfortable and that was the moment when I snapped. Like literally my brain could not process how someone can be so freaking selfish and lack so much empathy. Now a bunch of people is apparently mad at me for that and I am just honestly done with all of them. Done with this toxic school, I never want to carry any initiative because of things like this, and many people feel like that as well. It’s truly sad.
Everyone is setting off fireworks everywhere (a Vancouver tradition) and downtown is home to a gigantic impromptu Halloween party with no physical distancing and masks, and everyone there is drunk – during a time when our COVID case counts are surging.
I’m in the at-risk category and so are the two family members I live with and care for, which is over half of my immediate family. I’m the only one in Canada who can take care of them – everyone else is living abroad. If I get sick, then we’re all in big trouble.
So yeah, I have reason to not get much sleep tonight.
I work on call for a hospice agency and my phone rang.
Worried about my daughter, worried about my marriage, worried about my father who hasn’t been answering my calls for three days, worried about my sudden heart palpitations, worried about getting caught cheating, and worried about that expired jerky in the cabinet