Hi, sorry if this turns into a long post but I am really struggling with this and I have no idea what to do.
Last year I met someone who I really liked, he was very kind to me, he respected me and I honestly think he was the best man I have met in terms of how he treated me.
He suddenly stopped speaking to me and became inactive on all social media. None of our mutual friends had heard from him and I wasn't in a position to get in contact with any of his family.
I was pretty broken by this as I honestly believed I could see a future with him, in the past year not a week has gone by where I haven't thought about him and wondered if he's okay.
A few months ago a mutual friend shared an article that was about him. He had been convicted of a horrible crime and sentenced to 5 years in prison.
I almost struggled to believe it was the same man I met.
What I'm struggling with is shaking my feelings for him. After everything he's done I'm feeling really guilty for still feeling any love for him.
I did write to him as I thought it would help me get some closure but he replied once and has since stopped replying so I'm also struggling with the fact he doesn't want to speak to me.
Has anyone got any advice on what I can do? I really need to move on but I don't know how to. All I want is for him to stay in contact with me but I respect the fact that he probably doesn't want to.